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actual freedom

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: April 29, 2009

Invigilated, graded, and submitted the last deferred exam.  My responsibilities are officially over.
Breathe easy for six minutes, and then get back to work.
Damn.

did I suggest I was going to have a break?

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: April 27, 2009

I leave for Congress on May 21.  Between now and then I need to:

invigilate/grade a deferred exam
write my book review for Canadian Literature
revise my CanLit Gala entry
write my paper for Congress
complete a round of revisions on my dissertation

And… you know… that wedding thing.
Oy vey.

welcome to my nightmare

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: April 25, 2009

So one of the side effects of my awesome blood pressure medication is disturbed sleep. Namely nightmares. I thought I would share one of the weirder ones.
In the dream, I am me as I am now.  Everything’s normal, except people seem to be tip-toeing around me for reasons that are unclear at first. [...]

does impostor syndrome ever go away?

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: April 16, 2009

Finally submitted my first article yesterday.  Mailed it and everything.  Can’t even recall it if I want to; it’s gone for good.  Weird.
I thought that when I finally got over all my insecurities and sent the damn thing, I would feel like less of a fraudulent academic and more like someone who actually deserves to [...]

on still having the plague

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: March 28, 2009

Ugh.  Still sick.  Mornings are definitely the worst, though.  Dragging myself up and out of bed without a hot bath and a hot compress on my sinuses is basically impossible.  Am I dreading Monday?  Why yes, yes I am.
We were supposed to meet with the officiant yesterday but I’ve had to move it to Wednesday [...]

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you know what’s awesome

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: March 26, 2009

Having the plague and about twelve hours to grade a stack of essays. AT THE SAME TIME. I am so lucky.
It may be the advil talking, but I think these essays are substantially better.  Almost the whole class has gone up by like a third of a letter grade.  (It probably is the [...]

march break to-dos

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: February 25, 2009

Rather than work on what I need to work on *cough* GRADING *cough*, I thought I’d work on my to-do list for over the break.

write chapter four
write conclusion
compile complete first draft of dissertation
edit book chapter 1
edit book chapter 2
grade late essays
grade in-class assignments
grade blogs
set midterm
finish article 1
draft article 2
course readings
write Monday lecture
write Wednesday lecture
write Friday [...]

wedding to-do list

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: February 13, 2009

This won’t all get done this weekend, but I really must:

respond to the brunch menu
make florist appointments
commit to invitations
find a bridesmaid’s dress
decide about centerpieces

I’m sure there’s more, but that’s all I can handle for the next week or so.

weekend to-do list

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: February 13, 2009

Okay, I rarely make public my weekend to-do lists since they are usually impossible to achieve, but I’ve been making an arse out of myself with my weekly ones so what the hell. I think I’m going to unplug early tonight because it has been a maddeningly long week. That said, between now [...]

blogging from my iPod

Posted by: fiftypercentninja on: February 12, 2009

Pod-blogging, so excuse the typos.
I got asked today to write a scholarly review for a for reals journal, so I’m feeling like slightly less of a failure than I have for the rest of the week.  On the other hand, I am spending a disproportionate amount of energy on looking up nonacademic career paths.  I [...]


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